Ilja Serge Nowikovsky
(Elias - אליאס)
All my life, I have felt a deep love for people, from the depths of my heart. And deep within me, I have always sensed an unshakeable strength to hold Fields of truth, harmony, authenticity and ease.
Yet, there were decisive times at which I chose to drift, repeatedly withdrawing myself in order to fit into manipulative or outdated systems, conforming to its expectations and views.
This is no longer the case – as now, I know how follow every own soul impulse I sense - and clearly distinguish it from any ego impulse.
How?
My soul has remembered who I am in truth – within the field of Grace Integrity® by Patricia Saint Clair: the frequency of the Cosmic Christ Consciousness. This is the journey we all take as we start being again within the Oneness Consciousness – beyond any low-vibrating frequency, beyond any ideology, religion or belief –beyond 1,000 years old programs that will never allow us to shape our new timeline.
Before that – I, too, often lived as a seeker – including chasing financial returns first (including running multi-million investments and billion-dollar projects) while ignoring and suppressing my own impulses. I adapted myself, acted out of old conditioning and deeply ingrained patterns, trapped in the illusion that this was my path and destiny. In doing so, I interrupted the waves of my creative essence and living my soul mission. Fear, avoidance, doubt, lack, resentment, pressure, anger, opinions, inner fog and illusions — conscious or unconscious — all of this blocked me at times. Name it the false self / ego / mind – it had consistently taken the upper hand and would not let go. The classic duality trap: “good times, bad times” or the cycle of “making money, losing money” or “booms & busts” - something is always off. Even if you feel it, you have no tool within you to permanently leave that system behind you.
Does this resonate with you?
The Awakening
Nothing is stronger than the frequency of love and our own truth. And so, 4 years ago, my soul guided me to Grace Integrity® by Patricia Saint Clair. I began to anchor myself in the field of the Cosmic Christ Consciousness. The outcries of the Ego did not end all at once. Again and again, resistance arose — especially the word “Christ” triggered me most strongly. It felt like a connection to religious programs, loss of a Jewish origin, even a betrayal of “my” given identity. The mind did very well at asking for alternative formulations, such as “Cosmic Oneness Consciousness” — to avoid any stamp. People from my innermost circle began to rage. It was simply their Ego losing control, casting the shadows of their own fear onto light. Some tried to talk me out of my path, some demanded explanations and justifications, some tried to ridicule it, while others stayed quiet and calm.
Meanwhile my soul, in its infinity, felt ever more deeply and embodied: it is a cosmic energy beyond the limitations of our minds, beyond dogmas, ideologies and religions, and beyond the belief that we are to be saved and healed from the outside, by someone or something else. It is the strongest cosmic field: field of love that unites us all, field of higher consciousness, a remembering and a coming home for our hearts. A field that cannot hold the illusion of loss, for it is a field of clarity and creative essence within us, born of truth.
The New Era
Today, I only follow my own soul impulses — no matter what. I have let go of any illusion, any old program of manipulation, control, pain, pressure, any excuses, any drama, of any solution or acknowledgment from the outside.
I am the bridge for you to do the same. I serve with my presence and the frequencies of Grace Integrity® for you to sense: where am I still feeding my ego, where am I still trapped in my own fog, where do I still struggle to let go, where do I still feel attacked and and triggered, and how can i still activate self-healing.
I have come to lead in our new age: an era of freedom, self-responsibility, peace, unity, and prosperity for every heart that is ready to open.
And I will hold that field within Grace Integrity® for you: no matter what — no matter when.
Whenever a low-vibrating energy appears, I immediately perceive it for what it is, recognize the field behind it, expand myself, and transform darkness into light. And you can do the same.
Today, I stand unshakeable in my presence, a bridge between worlds — for the path of the Higher We — grateful to serve hearts from the depths of my own heart. Without Ego, without elevating myself, in clarity, in strength and truth, in my highest intention, as a contribution to unity, prosperity, and peace for every soul.
And my soul speaks: Oneness is an embodied state, in coherence with the eternal field of consciousness, the frequency that unites us all — love itself.
And I continue to remember. Are you ready to do the same?